Back in May of 2009, I wrote myself a note entitled "
What to do if I lost my job tomorrow?" and then considered how what I would like to do differed from what I was actually doing. It's interesting to go back and read those thoughts:
- Spend more time on current context & developing within this sphere.
From this thought my current new year's resolution to live in the present evolved. As a planner, it's incredibly difficult to live in the present and appreciate the space that I am currently in. Moreover, on days when I'm not feeling productive, it's hard to find the motivation to get centered. But, if I were to lose my job, that would be EXACTLY what I would be interested in doing.
- Nesting is not needed, it's actually the flexibility to move that is more useful
Shortly before writing this, I had purchased a condo. Most people immediately get into the fray of furnishing the house, wanting to add delicate touches, etc. I moved to DC and left Chris to do whatever he wanted. What I realized is that while the idea of having a 'home' with all of the nice little touches is nice in theory, I haven't the interest in doing that. Moreover, when that gets done in the first moments of living in a house, then the stuff that fills it doesn't really reflect any memories, it's just clutter. So instead, I liked the idea of not nesting. I liked the idea of going back into the condo with fresh eyes to be able to get rid of stuff and simplify my life. Cause again, if I lost my job, all those notebooks and textbooks -- would they be needed?
- Focus more on my mental and physical health. Have a sanctuary to run to when needed.
While working it's easy to get wrapped up in the day-to-day aspects of getting stuff done. And therefore, easy to put aside my own health for the greater good. In this thought, I realized that it's important to have a space, or location, where I can go to clear my head. Whether it's a room, a park, or a corner of a yard -- it's important to have a sanctuary to use for creativity.
- Spend time with friends. - When I cannot see them, make time in different unexpected ways - Remind people to take time for themselves even amongst the chaos.
Being an only child, and rather shy, I had a small circle of friends / family members growing up. Since being in LA, this circle has broadened greatly to include people from all over the world. With people who have touched my heart each in a unique way. This was my reminder to keep those people in the forefront of my mind, because they will be the same people who I turn to in my time of need. And when I'm in a good place, I should remind them of the love in the world. Moreover, it's easy to just think I'll see that friend on another day, but life happens. We move, we get married, we have children, we separate, we die; and sometimes we don't get that extra day. So, I wanted to make an effort of saying hello to people, even when I wasn't there face-to-face.
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This is a particularly important set of lessons for me to review as I end this rotational program. I came in Friday wearing my Glenda the Good Witch Shoes. I felt I needed a bit of luck to finish my draft industry review on office supply retailers. The shoes reminded me of having a bit of whimsy in my day, even with something so serious to complete. Days later, we've collectively decided that I will not be presenting my industry review for broader consumption. Which means this TAP thing is officially done... and now that I don't have a job...
what shall I do?
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